Monday, October 26, 2009
Okay, you would have realised by now that this blog is on the verge of closing down. I'm so uninspired to blog these days. Haven't been updating my shopping blog either. This may jolly well be my last post here before I abandon this blog totally.
Updates! Many things happened over the past (almost two) month(s). I don't even know how to start!
First, buddy has tendered (and already started work at her new place) and now I'm left all alone at the workplace. The first week without buddy was long and unbearable. I missed her so much that every single thing would just trigger the tear glands in me. Some of the more sensitive colleagues realised I was going through an emotion rollercoaster ride and were all nice to invite me along for their lunches. My boss is another sweet one. She became extra gentle to me as soon as she heard my buddy was leaving. For fear of me leaving too maybe. Ha!
Well, I'm slowly getting used to the office without buddy. So far so good. We've been SMS-ing each other quite abit and saying how much we miss each other. We just met over the weekend in fact. Nothing's changed, we're still the old us wasting our afternoon away over our favourite scones & earl grey.
Second, I went Japan (again) earlier this October with buddy. It was supposed to be a re-charge trip for both of us but we end up being more tired than ever. It was one of the worst trip I ever had, considering that it's my beloved Japan we are talking about here. It was disastrous (as buddy would like to call it) and experiential (as I would like to consider it as). We so need another holiday to make up for it despite being extremely B-R-O-K-E.
Third, I hate my work more than ever now. I wake up every morning thinking "I don't want to go to work today." And when I get out of the house and am on the way to work in the train, I would start thinking "Maybe I should take half-day today." When I finally get into office, I would sigh and ask myself "Why isn't it time to knock-off yet?" Sigh! The signs are clear. I need a new job. I need new inspirations. I need a reason to work, not just look forward to payday. It's miserable.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 12:43 AM >> 