Sunday, August 16, 2009
This must be the longest hiatus ever — 2 months. I've lost the urge, the interest the energy to blog somehow, although my shopping blog still stays rather active. Haha!
Many things happened during the past 2 months. The good, the bad. The happy, the sad. You can imagine how much of a roller coaster ride it has been for me. Emotions of course, went out of control. Just last week, my mood swings were so bad that I was throwing tantrums at my buddy. I felt so bad about it afterwards that I wrote a letter to her, or love note as she has called it. Haha!
In the letter, I apologised for my atrocious behaviour towards her and told her how grateful I am to have her around and to have struck up a friendship beyond colleagues, beyond office...you get the drift. She only got to read the letter later that night, and she dropped me an SMS which was very meaningful to me. She mentioned how only good friends show their true emotions to each other and that I do not have to feel bad towards her coz she had her bad moments and vented it out at me before. True enough, we all had our bad moments before and we'll just take turn to be each others venting outlet.
I guess this is a truely strong friendship that tolerates through all. Buddy, thank you for being there for me. Love ya! <3
// she's beautifully chaotic at 1:44 AM >> 