Monday, June 01, 2009
May has been an extremely eventful month for me with too many things happening to me over the past 31 days. They came so fast I can't tell if I was even part of it. It was helluva roller coaster ride for me. I'm still in a daze.
Completed a major task at work in early-May. It was madness, but at least I know I was appreciated and the hardwork paid off. Info's embargoed, so I can't say much. All in all, it's a piece of good news. I don't sound extremely happy or excited I know, the happiness just sort of died off I guess. Ha! But I was jumping and screaming with my boss when the good news first came in.
Other than dealing with happy things, I had to deal with bad ones. I had to deal with a death in the family. I'm alright now, so not to worry. Then, another piece of good news came in for me at work. I can't say much now either, coz it's not exactly confirmed yet. So yeah, no details for now. Taking things as they come. If it's meant to to be mine, it will eventually be mine. If it doesn't happen, maybe it's a blessing in disguise.
I dunno why, but I've been quite nonchalant about things around me these days. Buddy, at the same time is extremely "switched-off" as well. The two of us are like two jaded souls ticking our lives away at work. Not that there are no work to be done, but we've learnt to let go of things.
It's sad isn't it? When you lose that passion and drive you used to have in your work. And each time you try to pick yourself up, someone comes along and crushes you down. So why bother?
// she's beautifully chaotic at 11:56 PM >> 