Sunday, July 27, 2008
And we are coming to the end of yet another month! Year 2008 is already half gone, my goodness! Before I knew it, I'll be one year old at my current company.
This is probably nothing new, but I broke down AGAIN at work the other day. One of the worst so far, and I hope it won't go any worse. Something new about this outburst is the fact that my boss found out about it. Never mind how, but I think some stupid bitch went to told her about it. Some bitch that I will NEVER forgive.
My boss got pretty concerned about me, I just had to assure her I'm alright. I'm really fine now. In fact, stronger. Humans just have to go through rough times in life to grow stronger. And when the going gets tough, my way of venting is to cry. I see no point in the stupid bitch making such a big fuss about it. Thanks to her, the whole dynamics of the office is messed up. Thanks to her again, I got insulted by 2 very stupid questions. Details spared. To sum it up, I have a new hate in the office.
Moving on, I bought like $70++ worth of Japanese assessment books to practise. Since I missed the JLPT 2 preparatory class my school secretly started, I have to mug on my own. I don't want to fail, and I can't afford to fail. I've wasted enough time in life, I need to make sure every step I make falls in place and in time.
Alright, I'm off to mug now.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 11:01 PM >> 