Saturday, December 08, 2007
Been almost a week since I headed back to work from my "leave". Hell busy as usual, but I took time to meet up with my wonderful mass comm mates!
It was somehow like a belated birthday celebration-cum-gathering for me. It was really nice to meet up with everyone again and laugh, joke, crap like when we were still a carefree student. Sigh...how I miss those days! Met up with Angie, Diana, Ying & the only guy - Matt. That silly man is still as silly, hasn't change a single bit. Hahaha!
On another note, I'm glad I met up with them coz I had a real bad day at work on Friday. I was in one of those mood again. Feeling damn sick & tired of work. It's a scary thought especially when I'm only into this new job less than 6 months. But frankly speaking, I don't see myself staying long in this job. It's just too tiring. I totally do not have any energy to go other things like I used to do when I was in the newsroom. Strangely, I had more time when I was in the newsroom when my working hours were upside down from the normal. And I've been slacking on my Japanese. I'm not very happy with my performance in the recent JLPT I took. The results are not out yet, but I'm very sure I'm not gonna do well as I thought I would and expect myself to do.
I left my previous job in the newsroom so that I can lead a more normal life where I can knock off at humane timings, but now it seems to have become worse. I have the intention to go further my studies. But I'm not sure how am I gonna cope with work, Japanese studies and a part-time degree. My friends told me I have to sacrifice one. Naturally, everyone will pick to drop Japanese. But no...I do not ever want to give up the language. I guess the next choice will be my job.
It's really about time I start planning for my life. I'm only 4 years away from the age that I define as prime of life. It's a very scary thought.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 11:45 PM >> 