Saturday, October 27, 2007
I don't know if it's just PMS, but I'm feeling very sucky lately. Trying to cheer myself up with a whole truckload of food. Very bad. I think I'm gaining weight every second.
Anyhow, happy thoughts! Went for my last JLPT prep-class last Tuesday. 20 weeks of so-called "tuition" and I still don't feel ready to take the exam this 2 December. I'm totally freaking out can? Applied for 3-days leave just to mug for it. It happens to clash with my birthday. So the whole freaking world thinks I applied leave for my birthday. Hell no! I'm hoping it's enough time for me to squeeze back what I've learnt for the past 1 year++ I DON'T WANNA FAIL! I know I need to stop procrastinating and go study. I knpw I need to. I know I need to. I know I need to.
On another happier note, I bumped into my Pre-Adv class sensei when I was around the school compound last week. She asked why am I doing in the school at this hour. Told her I just ended my JLPT prepclass and she said 3-kyuu is very easy and with my standard, I can pass for sure. For that few seconds of my life, I feel like I'm the smartest person on earth. Hahaha! It's not easy to get praised by that particular sensei. She's known to be the strictest and she is also the most senior sensei in the school. So getting that from her was like the best encouragement I got for my JLPT this December.
Ahhh...I feel more confident already. ありがとうね、水崎先生。先生に褒められた、嬉しかったんです。
// she's beautifully chaotic at 11:58 PM >> 