Sunday, March 04, 2007
Had one of the worst gathering I ever had yesterday. The company was great, but not the stuffs we talked about. Not to mention I lost some bucks to gambling. I was forced into it. I never liked gambling anyway. From 4D to Toto to Ban Luck to whatever probability game one can think of. I never believe in such luck. Call me a cynic, if you wish. But I see no point in pinning for a 1 in a million hope.
It has been more than 24 hours & I've yet to jump out of the mood. Nothing to do with the money I lost, although I still feel the pinch. The negative forces are still hovering above me like those dark clouds before a major thunderstorm. Gloomy.
And it's Monday all over again tomorrow. B-A-H-!
// she's beautifully chaotic at 9:02 PM >>