Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Will be expecting some bumpy ride ahead at work. Changes, changes, changes. Nothing but endless changes. Everything is so unsettled right now, but strangely, I'm totally unaffected.
I'm strangely & unexpectedly unperturbed by things happening around me these days. Sheer nonchalance getting into my head? Perhaps reality hasn't really hit me yet. Maybe I've attained that state of "I-don't-give-a-damn-anymore" nirvana. Or, simply jaded.
Given 6 months back, I wouldn't have been so level-headed. Emotions will be running up & down like some mad roller-coaster ride. Now, I'm speaking like a bystander, as if this doesn't involve me at all. It's like staring into a blank piece of paper. Zilch.
3 years, almost. It's about time I guess.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 1:03 AM >> 