Sunday, October 29, 2006
Ought to give an update I guess. Am no longer feeling as down as earlier this week. But, I'm still missing Beijing!!!!! =( Did I mention that I fell sick as soon as I came back to Stinkapore?
As soon as I touched down, my throat was screaming for water & my lips were so dry that my Burt's Bees lipbalm (supposedly the best lipbalm) didn't help at all. Maybe it was the horrible atmosphere in the plane. I swear I will never fly on a midnight flight ever again. It was just torturous! Imagine spending 6 hours on a plane with yucky food, not that pretty & unpolite cabin crew serving you, & someone yakking non-stop behind you. It was a 11.45pm to 6am flight mind you. I wonder where the hell did that 2 passengers behind me get their energy from. Never mind their nationality.
Anyhow, my point is, I caught the flu bug since last Sunday & I don't seem to be recovering! My nose's still blocked & I still sound damn nasal. Bah!
I digressed. I meant to talk about the change in my mood.
Immediately after I made the earlier post, I had my dose of chocolate & yes, it still works for me. Bought myself alittle something to cheer myself up abit more, and there goes my shopping ban. I guess a break from work did help alittle as well. Took off on Friday & then headed down for my first Intermediate level Japanese class. I love my new sensei! (She's my 3rd sensei now. I guess it's good to get different ones at each level.) Gonna enjoy my 8 months of lessons with her. That is if I can work all the way up to Intermediate 4. Keeping fingers & toes crossed! At least I have something to look forward to & divert myself away from my bloody sucky shitty work.
Ahhh...I feel more relieved now. I hope it lasts. Grey clouds have passed, but I'm still searching for my infinite rainbow though.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 3:48 AM >> 