Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Nonchalant, something I've learnt to become these days. "Can't be bothered!" is what I've been telling people lately when they start complaining to me about certain things that concern me as well. Arguement is something I've been doing less as well.
I think I'm seriously drained out & totally jaded to even feel angry. The usual stuffs that are bound to send me fuming mad don't seem to affect my moods anymore. I seem to be stripped of emotions. I don't feel angry when someone makes unreasonable demands from me. I don't feel impatient when the train is taking a long time to come. I don't feel exceptionally happy as well, neither am I sad. I feel.......normal. Too normal. Somewhat near benumbed. Maybe torpid will be just the right word to describe myself now.
Told ya I'm weird these days. Unusually strange.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 10:50 PM >> 