Saturday, January 15, 2005
An utterly horrendous week (which haven't really end coz I'm working this shitty Sunday) filled with too much surprises & negative thoughts. Things that got my mind totally messed up. Things that got my emotions tangled. Just too many things.
Trying to adapt to some rather major changes at work. Trying to learn the cruel fact that people come & go just as you are getting close to each other. Trying to be alittle more receptive to changes. Trying to get myself out of my little comfort zone. Too much tries & too little time. So many comments from so many people. They all bear the same concern for me. I do know. I lack the big C now - confidence. Give me more time will ya? You can't just snap me outta my comfort zone like that. Let me crawl out of it. Slowly.
On a happier note, I have a new found buddy-cum-neighbour-cum-go-home-together-mate-cum-gossip-mate-cum-"we-have-a-common-enemy"-comrade. Hehehehe! Cheers to my new-found friend that I should have met earlier. =D
Here's part 2 to the 11 January entry. I was buying beef noodles from the usual stall near my workplace the other night when I was on the late shift. The stall-holder kinda recognise me & so we started chatting alittle. He thought I'm holding some high position in the company that's why I am staying till so late at work. I said if only it's true. He then replied that I am. He insists I own some company & that I look like a boss. He must have thought I am some 28-year-old executive that owns enough LV bags to fill the flooring surface of his stall. I LOOK OLD! Despite everyone in the newsroom telling me how friggin' young I am. >_< Booohooo!
// she's beautifully chaotic at 1:24 PM >> 