Wednesday, August 04, 2004
I hate taking cabs.
For the second time, a cab-driver commented on my looks. I'm so goddamn traumatised when the cab-driver told me that he thought I'm 30-odd years old. I'm still badly shaken. WTF?! I'm not even 21 (well, I'm a year end baby you see), and he thought I'm 30++ Can someone please kill me. Or rather, kill that cab-driver. Seriously, (those who've seen me before) DO I LOOK ANYWHERE NEAR THE BIG FAT 30??? *wails* I'm so mortified by what he said. Best of all, he says I look like a motherly figure. *&^%$#@! Wait till he sees Shirlynn man. (Oops!)
I know I don't look like I'm in my early twenties but I'm sure I'm not anywhere near (not even a teeny weeny bit) 30 years old. My colleagues thought I'm 24. They say I don't behave like a 20-year-old (which is good) & that I'm very mature in my thinking & behaviour. (which is good as well. Childish brainless spoilt brats puts me off totally. Did I mention how much I hate that new shampoo advert girl [not that she's childish, but anyway...] that goes "Oh no! Falling hair!" I have a tendency of throwing my slippers at the TV screen when that irritating ad appears. So, basically my TV's not in a working condition right now.) But WHY?????????????? But I sure look haggard & totally worn out today. Maybe that's why.
Booohoooooo! I'm so fucking humiliated. FUCK FUCK FUCK! I shall try to put myself to sleep. Tomorrow's (or rather later) gonna be a long, busy day for me. And so was yesterday. TV page...releases...assignments checklist....AM conference where I have to gather all the editors as though they are some (stubborn) herds & prepare the ever-changing pagination & news sked & lines....then TV page again.... *sigh* This is what happens when one of your colleague goes on leave & the other had the day off. Cheerios! I'm on 8am shift later (when I only ended work at 11.30pm earlier on) & here I am, unable to sleep and feeling so lousy at the same time.
People commented that my msn display picture & friendster photo (which is only taken a few months back) look cute you know, you fucking brainless old senile blind cab-driver.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 2:18 AM >> 