Monday, December 22, 2003
Yes, the wisdom tooth story i promised last night. Gawd! It's FUCKING HELL PAINFUL! My gums are all swollen up & it seems like it's tearing apart. (Part of it is already torn & the meat hangs loosely) I wonder what triggered it off again. About a few months back, it started off as painful as it is now. Then, slowly the pain died off. Now, it's back again. I've been gulping tons of gallons of water everyday, hoping to bring my "heaty-ness" now. It worked the last time round. After some gallons of water I drank, the pain subsided. But it's NOT working now! *boooohooo* Solutions! Solutions! Anyone? I don't have the habit of eating painkillers, so don't ask me to eat that. I'm still trying to cope with the fact that I have to see a dentist sooner or later. It's a phobia thing. And yes, you're gonna tell me there's no other solution except the above mentioned (which obviously this girl here can't do) methods. So bascially I'm left with no solutions! Arghhhh! The fucking tooth (FT) is driving me MAD! Why the hell is there such a thing called wisdom tooth? Why does it have to grow on me? Why now when it's near christmas & CNY? Why? Why? Why? *Pause* Okay, I need to refill my 9th bottle of H2O. Yes, back to where I was. I'm whining. Yes I am. It's not quite often to see me whine. Have a try on the pain I'm suffering & see if you'll whine too. The funny thing is, though the FT hurts like hell, I'm still eating as much as before. *snorts* I thought I'll eat lesser & this will be the best time for me to slim down. But why isn't it the case? *boooohoooo* I'm so ill-fated. I HATE YOU stupid FT! You're just a small little thing that's like less than 10% of my body mass. Yet you causing me such misery! Once I get you outta that hole you're in now, I swear I'll grind you up in the blender!
// she's beautifully chaotic at 2:39 AM >> 