Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Alrighty, an entry about my new job as promised.
Everything's pretty alright now, got a few projects on hand to work on currently, but not enough to keep me constantly busy. I want more work actually...so that I have less idle time to think about rubbish things or get bored, then sleepy (it's a vicious cycle).
I'm still struggling to adapt to the culture, environment & most importantly, the people. They are all nice people (so far), but not as warm as my ex-colleagues. In fact, I feel pretty lonely at my new workplace now. Very depressing...and I miss my ex-colleagues more & more each day it seems. I miss the buzz, the jokes, the food (we all share around), the brainless banter in the toilet, the gossips on MSN, the small talks I make with people who come by my desk everyday or when I go visiting. And most importantly, I miss the freedom. To round it all up, I miss everything at my ex-company, other than my ex-boss. Maybe I should think more of her & I'll make myself feel better by having those "I-am-so-glad-I-am-out-of-her-clutches" thoughts. Hahaha!
And did I mention that I'm losing my appetite lately? I can't seem to finish my food during lunch hours these days. I will feel hungry, but I just don't feel like eating. A good chance to shed some fats maybe.
Oh well, I need to prepare for bed now. Damn no life right now — Knock off, go home straight, bathe, eat dinner, watch TV & news, surf net abit, then sleep. I don't even have time for shopping! Anyway, I can't afford it now lah...spent USD$210 the other day on my Jill Stuart cosmetics. A pre-order thingy from Japan. Can't wait to receive them! *squeals in excitement* Something to look forward to at least.
Meeting my mass comm mates tomorrow for dinner. Another thing to keep me going at work. And I have a meeting at 4.30pm tomorrow as well. At least I won't be stuck at my desk the entire day! I somehow feel better now. =]
// she's beautifully chaotic at 11:59 PM >> 