Sunday, July 30, 2006
"Buying things online loses its human touch. Sooner or later, one will become a hermit!", said my colleague. Although the statement is not directed at me, I think it's somehow true for me.
I'm so tired of going out with people lately. Just like the Friday that just went by, I chose to go home over partying at ButterFactory. I've never liked the place anyway. So freaking cramp! It's one of those stand-around-and-get-spotted-and-look-glamourous place. And, I HATE CROWDS!
I can't stand the pre-weekend & weekend crowd in town or even at the shopping mall near my house. The crowd in MRT just kills me. That's why I hate being on the morning shift & doing mad rush like any other office worker every morning & every evening when going home.
Things where people can't or prefer not to do alone, are just like any other common practice of mine. I've grown used to shopping alone. I've eaten lunch (outside) alone. I've watched a movie alone. I've flew on a plane alone. I've slept in an overseas hotel room alone. I've registered for classes & attended them alone. (Of course there're other peeps in the same class, but they're all strangers to me.) I've grown used to...loneliness & not feel a tinge of sadness.
I'm a misanthropic bitch trapped in a overcrowded world.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 12:49 AM >> 