Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I dunno if I should cry or laugh at myself. Those on my msn should've seen my nick. Not only am I becoming stupid, I've become clumsy & utterly sway too.
Been doing lotsa stupid things & making silly mistakes when I shouldn't have. So dumb that I feel embarrassed to write about it. So bad that I wanted so much to slap myself or just bang my head against the wall. As I wail like a baby over the spilled milk, my colleagues laugh at me. Not kidding. Perhaps I look humourous while faking the wails (this is what we call in Chinese, yu ku wu lei. Wanted so badly to cry, but no tears are coming out.) & attempting to strangle myself.
Enough of being stupid. I'm so clumsy that I fell on the way home earlier on. Thanks to the rain for the nice balmy feeling we've been getting these few days, the wet weather made me fell too. I slipped at the carpark curb & scrapped my knee & toe against the damn concrete. Small wounds they are, but boy are the fucking painful. Especially the damn toe that can't stop bleeding! For those that are keen, a picture is available at viewer's discretion.
As I limped my way to the lift, I was greeted by some unknown black creature that stayed rotted at the corner of the lift. With my blood still dripping, I took a step forward & realised it's a black, fat, furry bird. It looks as though it's nesting some egg. For fear of bird flu, (nah! I'm just plain cowardly), I stood outside the lift for about 30 seconds & prayed with all my might that the next lift will come quickly. But the damn lights just won't budge & it stayed lit on 9th floor.
Then, a dark figure approached! It was nn auntie. She looked at me as if I'm an alien from Mars, and she walked cautiously over to the lift until I told her there's something inside, she halt. She took a peek & got kinda scared by it too. So the 2 dumb dumb just stood like there's no tommorow until the hero of the night came.
Before the hero, or rather, poor traumatised boy could do anything, the auntie made him chase the bird out of the lift so that we all can go in. But instead of coming out of the lift, the stupid bird went round & round inside the lift. Until finally, it decided to waddle out. It stayed so close to the lift door that I dare not enter & told my 2 acquaintances to go ahead. If the boy happens to read this, THANK YOU so much! I almost wanted to climb 10 floors up with my bleeding knee & toe, until you came!
Now that I've reached home safe & sound, I wonder if the bird is still there.
// she's beautifully chaotic at 1:43 AM >> 